What a terrible day. I cried for most of it which is why I passed out at 9 PM before I could eat dinner. I slept for 11 hours, something I never do. But, after every crying spell I still stepped outside into this beautiful world and smiled when I looked up at the tall pine trees. The sky was blue and faded to black as the almost full moon rose out of the mountains. Tomorrow, I will jump out into the snow and smile again. The mountains and the smell of pine make me happy, even it’s only for a moment.